[ Mako is silent for a moment -- it's naive to think that Raleigh would completely cut his girlfriend off once they started their little affair behind her back (and Mako's boyfriend's), and she feels a stab of jealousy. It's not new, but she's expected it -- she doesn't even know why she asked, only that perhaps the tiniest part of her had hoped otherwise.
But no, things don't work out that way; Mako still has sex with her boyfriend, enjoys him even if she doesn't love him as much as she does Raleigh, and how could she ask for anything different?
She smiles when she hears that next comment -- they are unfaithful, cheating liars who are only honest to each other, and Mako doesn't know what to make of that. ]
Good. It'd be awkward if I had to tell my boyfriend that we can't double-date at your house anymore. [ She pauses, however, before finally saying. ] ...That's good.
I've started thinking about you though. When we have sex.
[Why he's saying that, he really doesn't know. Maybe it's just in the interest of being honest with her completely, because she is, really the only person that he's ever completely honest with anymore. That's a new thing for him, he used to be so loyal and honest and open all the time and now look at him.
Mako blinks at that confession, feeling a flutter in her chest because she thought she'd been the only one to battle that. But Mako has always been a relatively quiet lover during sex -- so if she had to fight not to say Raleigh's name, how much more taxing would it have been on him? He's a mouthy bastard when they make love, and she has to make a soft, quiet noise of longing. She wants him here, she wants him with her, she wants him to say her name right now, and she's going to go to hell for being so unfaithful. ]
Oh, you are horrid. What am I going to do about you, Raleigh...?
[It was a bitch and a half, let him tell you. He knows that he's pretty loud and enthusiastic during sex, where his mouth filter falls him and every thought in his head tumbles out.]
I dunno, spank me probably. Do you think about me? Come on, be honest.
Good. [He really, really doesn't care about her boyfriend, is it obvious yet? Raleigh has to shift his weight though, after that whispered confession, a little frustrated that they can't meet up tonight.]
[ ...Yes. Yes, they are. Mako hesitates -- she really wants to see him, but, well; her boyfriend's in the bed and she can't quite abandon him halfway during the night. What would she even say?
But still, she wants to see him badly, wants to wrap her arms around him and kiss him stupid. ]
[Tell him that she's leaving him for Raleigh, how about that. And he'll tell his girlfriend the same thing, only replace it with her name and he'll buy a motorcycle and they'll ride off into the sunset.]
[ Oh, Raleigh, darling. Why do you give her ideas? Mako presses her forehead against the window and you have no idea how tempted she is by that, to just spill the beans and be with him, everything else be damned.
But she can't. They can't do that. ] Is she coming over anytime that night?
[He has a thousand and one ideas to do with her, and he can't help that he has an active imagination. But he's thought about it a lot, telling everyone the truth and be done with it.]
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But no, things don't work out that way; Mako still has sex with her boyfriend, enjoys him even if she doesn't love him as much as she does Raleigh, and how could she ask for anything different?
She smiles when she hears that next comment -- they are unfaithful, cheating liars who are only honest to each other, and Mako doesn't know what to make of that. ]
Good. It'd be awkward if I had to tell my boyfriend that we can't double-date at your house anymore. [ She pauses, however, before finally saying. ] ...That's good.
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[Why he's saying that, he really doesn't know. Maybe it's just in the interest of being honest with her completely, because she is, really the only person that he's ever completely honest with anymore. That's a new thing for him, he used to be so loyal and honest and open all the time and now look at him.
That really only happens with Mako anymore.]
I almost said your name earlier.
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Mako blinks at that confession, feeling a flutter in her chest because she thought she'd been the only one to battle that. But Mako has always been a relatively quiet lover during sex -- so if she had to fight not to say Raleigh's name, how much more taxing would it have been on him? He's a mouthy bastard when they make love, and she has to make a soft, quiet noise of longing. She wants him here, she wants him with her, she wants him to say her name right now, and she's going to go to hell for being so unfaithful. ]
Oh, you are horrid. What am I going to do about you, Raleigh...?
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I dunno, spank me probably. Do you think about me? Come on, be honest.
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...I think about you all the time. When he's inside me, I wish it was you.
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Good. [He really, really doesn't care about her boyfriend, is it obvious yet? Raleigh has to shift his weight though, after that whispered confession, a little frustrated that they can't meet up tonight.]
When can I see you next?
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But still, she wants to see him badly, wants to wrap her arms around him and kiss him stupid. ]
Next week?
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She has to work late on Tuesday.
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But she can't. They can't do that. ] Is she coming over anytime that night?
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Not planning on it. So you coming over?