[When he took the job, he was not expecting what he got. A rich businessman (who may or may not have ties into some dirty business) asks for someone to protect his wife, and he was expecting some bleach blonde, shopping loving girl with bling everywhere and a tiny dog. Was bracing himself for it even, and wondering if anyone would notice if he carried a flask.
What he gets-- the person that Mako is is completely different. She's beautiful, yes. Her hair's not blonde but there's streaks of blue. She doesn't shop, have any bling, or a dog. She's Not Happy with being saddled with a bodyguard, doesn't really have to say as much but it's obvious that she doesn't agree with her husband.
The more time he spends with her, the more he learns, the more he likes her. It doesn't take a genius to notice that he spends more time with her than her husband does, that's obvious from day one but it becomes more apparent as time goes on that she's lonely, and not happy with her situation. Not just the bodyguard thing anymore but all of it. The money, the silence, it's not her, it's suffocating her.
Raleigh doesn't mean to fall for her, doesn't mean to act on those feelings but life had other ideas and you can't ever pick who you love. It's another night where Mako has to attend some gala alone, and he keeps her company, commenting on the ugly dresses the other women are wearing, asks her if she wants to dance. Which is maybe the tipping point, when they were close together, and came to realize what they both want and what's stopping them? A man who's never around, who isn't even in the country right now?
Right. Didn't think so.
They're careless, in more than one way. They fuck in pretty much every room in her big empty house, spend the entire night together even if they can't be completely sure that her husband is going to be gone til morning, forget the condoms a couple times when the need is too great, when they just can't wait it has to be now, it has to be fucking now.
Maybe they get lucky because the last time that happened (a hurried affair in the bathroom at a charity event of all places) a visit from her husband happened around the same time. So no one besides Raleigh is even a little suspicious even Mako announces that she's pregnant.
Pregnant.
Raleigh doesn't look at her for the rest of the night, sure that one look would give him away. He stands in the shadows, where he's supposed to while she and her husband entertain their dinner guests. Mako's pregnant. And he's hopeful that it's his child and sick with himself for wishing that. What's going to change if it is his child? Is she going to leave her husband now? Can she even leave?
Her husband has a red eye flight to Paris after the dinner. Leaving the two of them alone a little after midnight and isn't that where all the trouble started. Raleigh doesn't knock before slipping into her bedroom, closing the door behind him quietly.]
[ Raleigh is a mistake she makes over and over again -- when her husband had first introduced him to her, she had been startled; he was younger than she'd thought he would be, with kind eyes and a sturdy strength, not a hatchet-faced veteran that would haunt her every step. Mako is aware that given the rigors of her husband's business, she would require a modicum of protection from threats, but she's also aware that she's perfectly equipped to take care of herself.
He wouldn't listen, of course, her husband -- he never listens, and the constant absences, the smothering inattention and the trappings of wealth made her feel suffocated. She likes the man well enough; under all that he's at least kind to her, and his wealth is needed to fund Pentecost Industries; they'd hit a rocky road these past few years, and Mako knew that her father would need the additional funding to keep Project JAEGER afloat to make it a viable business option. They were, and had always been a technology conglomerate that developed and manufactured advanced weapon and defense technologies, and Mako had been most unwilling to let it sink under its temporary setbacks.
Hence the marriage, entirely out of her free will -- her father had protested this, objected, but she knew what she had been doing, what she ought to do. And it worked. The high profile marriage had sent stock prices of Pentecost Industries skyrocketing.
But at what cost? Mako only understands the full weight of the cost now, when she falls in love with her bodyguard despite herself, when his constant company meant companionship, when she got to know him and found herself liking his quirks, his habits. And when he asked her to dance that night -- when his hands were warm on her waist, she'd known she was done for.
They toppled together, when she saw the heat in his eyes and felt the heady, intoxicating rush of desire in his kisses, when they fuck without a care and she'd never felt more alive; above, under, all around him. It was never quite like this with her husband, and they were desperate lovers, sharing a sweet, forbidden secret from the rest of the world.
He makes her feel her age, young and reckless and passionate, and that had translated into now, now, please, I need to have you -- and everything that such a reckless thing had entailed. Mako loved fucking him, adored all the times they made love everywhere, anywhere, he was so good and he was such a thorough, giving lover that she'd reciprocated in kind, teaching him, showing him what she liked, learning what he liked.
But then she gets pregnant.
She gets pregnant and she knows that it's Raleigh's, pretends that it's her husband's because it's only a stroke of luck that he'd returned a few days later. When she announces it at a gala dinner she's hosting in their palatial home, Mako doesn't look at the father of her child. She can't.
The dinner goes as planned, and when her husband kisses her before leaving for Paris, Mako eases from the evening dress into a lighter, more comfortable nightgown. She's seated at the ornate vanity, carefully removing her makeup; startled when she hears his voice.
[Does it matter? Can she see the look on his face in the mirror as he processes that. It's not a no, and he thinks he knows her well enough by now to know that if it weren't true, if it wasn't his child, then she would have denied it without any sidestepping. It's pretty much as good as admitting to it but he still wants her to say it.
And it matters because it's his child. It matters because he loves her, he's fallen for her, it's not just the sex or the adrenaline rush from sneaking around with their little secret. He loves her, he wants to be with her always, now wants to raise a family with her.
It's not easy, he knows that. When he took the job, he didn't know the politics and finances behind her marriage and her father's company but he does now. He gets it but is she happy here? Is she going to be happy lying to everyone for the rest of her life? Because that's what she's going to have to do. Lie about her child, to her child, if she won't leave.]
[ Mako glances down at her stomach, the gentle swell of it that indicated that there was life growing inside her. She's just a little over two months now, and it's nearly imperceptible. And even sooner than she's expecting, she'll feel the baby start to kick.
For the first time in her life, she doesn't know what to do. She hadn't expected to fall in love with him; it was supposed to be a one-off fling, an affair that she could end at anytime, but sometime between that and now she'd come to desire him more than ever -- she'd come to look forward to his presence, appreciate his kisses. And even when her husband had come home looking to get intimate, all she saw was Raleigh's face.
It's a wretched state of affairs -- she'd been unhappy even before he came along, but with his presence he's made it worse because of the things she'd allowed herself to think about, to want, with him. He'd given her a glimpse of what it would be like to be happy, to wake up in bed with someone beloved, cherished. He's her dirty little secret and she doesn't know what to do with it.
He knows her more than her husband does, she knows it when she catches his look in the mirror, knows he's seen right through her. ]
It's not going to change a thing, Raleigh. [ She says, just as stubborn, because to admit that the baby is his is to come to terms with the fact that she wants to be with him, more than anything in the world -- and that would put everything she's worked for in jeopardy. She doesn't look at him. ] I'm married.
[Raleigh straightens like she slapped him, because does she think he doesn't know that? That he doesn't think of that every single day? That he's just conveniently forgets just because her husband's barely around? He can name all of the conversations he's had with that man on one hand, and that includes the times that he's checked up on her, to see if there's been any problems.
He knows it's a shitty situation. He knows that he can't even pretend like he could support her stably since his job is tied to her husband and if she leaves, then he's kind of immediately unemployed.
But what is he supposed to do? Stand there and say nothing for the next eighteen years? Where does that leave them and that's hilarious that she thinks he's that good of a liar.]
You've been married this entire time. And it's a baby, it changes pretty much everything.
[ He's right, of course -- the baby changes everything, no matter how much Mako wants to wish for otherwise. Raleigh tells her that and she tries not to cringe because it's the most obvious thing in the world, isn't it? She's been married the entire time, from the time she agreed to dance with him to the times they'd slept together, everywhere in this home that isn't quite a home.
But the other option is terrifying; if she leaves all of this -- what is there for them both? He would most definitely be sacked, and Mako has more than enough savings for them to lead a comfortable life; but the divorce would be messy, it would be ugly. Her husband is not a forgiving man, and while Mako doesn't fear him, she doesn't appreciate the trouble it would bring.
On the other hand, it isn't fair to Raleigh, is it? He shouldn't have to stand in the shadows and endure this, forced to be quiet and invisible. Even then, such is their lot, right? Life is never fair -- there isn't a magic pill to make it all right again.
Mako turns to him after a moment, her gilded combs neatly set aside as she sighs. ]
...Raleigh. If word gets out, we will both be in trouble.
[He hates it when she's sensible. Sometimes he wishes that she was more impulsive, less analytical, more emotional because maybe then, she wouldn't hesitate about this. Wouldn't hesitate to leave her husband, to take their child and go where life takes them.
One of them has to be practical though. He knows that she's thinking about the money, the backlash, the future of her father's company, the uncertainty of it because they would have to start completely over.]
I don't want to lie to the kid, to everyone for the rest of it's life. That's worse. It's not better.
[ Sometimes Mako wishes for that, too -- or sometimes she wishes for something firmly on the opposite end of the spectrum; less impulsive, so much less emotional because that would mean that this entire problem didn't pop up in the first place. If only she had the presence of mind not to give in to temptation, no matter how good, how gratifying it was.
Raleigh looks at her the way her husband never did, his generosity, his kindness and his cheeky nature had charmed Mako endlessly, tipped her over the edge until she's painfully, wonderfully in love with him, and look, look what's happened. ]
What do you want to do, jeopardise both of us just so you can tell the truth? [ She rises from her seat, unhappy and conflicted. ] Do you want the child?
[Yes. Yes that is exactly what he wants to do. He wants to take the risk, to do the right thing. Raleigh loves her a lot, more than anything really and he'd moved heaven and hell for her but even without the baby-- he can't do this forever. He can't be the dirty little secret for the rest of his life. Maybe this child sped up that timeline a little, made him fully realize what they're doing, what needs to be done, but it was a ticking time bomb no matter what.
Something has to change.
And the idea of turning his back on his child absolutely makes his skin crawl.]
Yeah. Yes. I want both of you. I can't keep sneaking around like this.
[ Mako pauses at that, taken by surprise and for a moment, not quite sure of what to say. Raleigh is serious about this, more than serious about wanting more, and as the reaiisation of that sinks in, so does the fact that she has to make a choice, and soon.
He'd really moved heaven and hell for her; he's that kind of man who would do that, and with him, she knows, she could finally be happy. She takes a step closer towards him, her hand closing over the tie that he wears. They can't do this forever, she can't make him do it forever, because she knows what he looks like when he's reaching the end of his tether. But Mako is trapped, caught between a terrible decision, and either way she turns she will hurt far too many people. She wants Raleigh, too -- more than anyone else, she wants Raleigh. ]
I want to leave with you. I want that, more than anything. But I can't. Raleigh --
[Because she just said that she wanted to. Stop overanalyzing it so much, Mako. You want something, then just do it, they'll figure it out. There are some things that are just worth the risk. Like being happy, like doing the right thing, like their child.]
[ She has to overanalyse because if she doesn't, they're all in trouble -- Mako can't afford to be reckless, because what if this translates to her husband taking away support for her father's company? Sure, her father wouldn't have made too much of waves about it because it's his pride on the line, but still.
Still, she'd wanted to do something for him, something that would make him proud. Mako frowns up at him, knows that she probably shouldn't have said that she'd wanted to go, right? That was a mistake -- it didn't mean it was any less true, but it would be safer for Raleigh not to have known that. ]
Because he would kill us. [ She says squarely. ] He would kill you first, and make me watch.
[ And Mako has come to find that the thought of it is unbearable. ]
[Raleigh could take her husband. He's pretty sure about that. While working for her has been relatively calm, he's not just a good looking body in a suit. He's got military training and would probably still be there if it wasn't for his brother's sudden death. And he could protect her too, that's actually what he's getting paid for right now.
So Raleigh's shaking his head at her, already dismissing that.]
[ Raleigh could -- but her husband has plenty of other connections, and what if one day he isn't careful? All it takes is one day, one slip-up, right? But here he is, offering her the chance of a lifetime, to leave everything behind and run away with him.
Mako sighs. ]
Let me think about it, Raleigh. [ She takes his hand, presses it over the slight, gentle swell of her belly. Their baby, she wants to tell him -- it would be so cruel to let him still be in the shadows and pretend that another man is their baby's father. ]
[He's quiet as he runs a thumb along her belly. There's a baby in there, their child is growing and oh. He wants it so much, to be a family with her and not be her dirty little secret, to leave that prick of a husband behind and be happy together. They could do it, he knows that they could.]
[ She regards him with fondness, allowing herself to get the idea of possibly spending her life with him in her head, to adjust to it, to the fact that maybe she really doesn't have to be here. It's a frightening proposition, but with him, it's easy to hope, to set caution aside. His hand is warm on her belly, and she leans against him.
There's still so much to sort out, so many things to get in order, and she feels so oddly...selfish and rebellious at once. ]
Two months, two weeks. [ She murmurs. ] I imagine it was that time in the hotel washroom.
[Like he could forget about that night. Raleigh smiles just thinking about it, the thrill of sneaking around, of getting caught up in each other and how it had to be right then, not a moment later and it had been stupidly reckless. Had gotten them to this point, where she's carrying his baby and they have some big choices to make.
[ She has to smile at that, because the memory was a good one -- she remembers the passion, the desperation, her anger at being caged in like some sort of pretty bird and nothing more. She'd loved every moment of that with him, the way she's grateful that the silk of the gown hadn't crumpled too obviously.
But that had led them to this, and now there's a difficult choice for her to make. She leans up to press a kiss against his lips -- in for a penny, in for a pound, right. ]
He'll be away until next week. [ She exhales, and presses close. ] I need you with me tonight.
[If Raleigh were a stronger person, he'd tell her no. He'd put some distance between them and stop this thing they have. But then again, her husband won't be back for days and it's not like she can get more pregnant.]
[ Does he really want to stop it? They're already in trouble, and Mako's choice -- whatever she makes -- is going to unleash a storm of consequences. What better time than now? ]
I know. [ She says when she loosens his tie, and undoes the buttons of his shirt. She leans up, kisses his jaw before quietly murmuring. ] I just like hearing you say yes. I don't want to be lonely tonight.
[ Even if she's right about her husband, she's not letting anyone hurt Raleigh. Over her dead body, and all that.
She slides the wedding ring from her finger and sets it to the side deliberately, leaning up to kiss him with a quiet desperation. She'll remember this, she'll remember this always. ]
[When she slips the ring off, Raleigh starts shrugging his way out of his shirt, letting it and the tie slip to the ground when she reaches for him again. This is Mako, this is the mother of his baby and he really can't deny her anything, even if he wanted to. Which is totally why he's nudging her towards the bed.]
[ It's two hours later that she's half-draped over him, an arm slung over his waist, and her head on his chest, a satisfying exhaustion settling over her limbs. It's become habit, that Raleigh sleeps in the bed she shares with her husband; that they make love without shame because nothing else matters but this.
But with exhaustion comes clarity, and Mako is thoughtful, tracing circles over the muscles of his torso as she finally decides to break the silence. ]
[He... actually hasn't thought that far ahead. It's enough of a struggle to get her to agree to leave with him, he isn't going to make plans until he knows that step at least is achieved. But does that mean that her decision is influenced by his plan?
Fuck.
Raleigh should feel guilty for sleeping with her in her bed that she's supposed to share with her husband but he really, really doesn't. She's his, she's carrying his baby.]
I haven't figured that out yet. Be with you and the baby.
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[When he took the job, he was not expecting what he got. A rich businessman (who may or may not have ties into some dirty business) asks for someone to protect his wife, and he was expecting some bleach blonde, shopping loving girl with bling everywhere and a tiny dog. Was bracing himself for it even, and wondering if anyone would notice if he carried a flask.
What he gets-- the person that Mako is is completely different. She's beautiful, yes. Her hair's not blonde but there's streaks of blue. She doesn't shop, have any bling, or a dog. She's Not Happy with being saddled with a bodyguard, doesn't really have to say as much but it's obvious that she doesn't agree with her husband.
The more time he spends with her, the more he learns, the more he likes her. It doesn't take a genius to notice that he spends more time with her than her husband does, that's obvious from day one but it becomes more apparent as time goes on that she's lonely, and not happy with her situation. Not just the bodyguard thing anymore but all of it. The money, the silence, it's not her, it's suffocating her.
Raleigh doesn't mean to fall for her, doesn't mean to act on those feelings but life had other ideas and you can't ever pick who you love. It's another night where Mako has to attend some gala alone, and he keeps her company, commenting on the ugly dresses the other women are wearing, asks her if she wants to dance. Which is maybe the tipping point, when they were close together, and came to realize what they both want and what's stopping them? A man who's never around, who isn't even in the country right now?
Right. Didn't think so.
They're careless, in more than one way. They fuck in pretty much every room in her big empty house, spend the entire night together even if they can't be completely sure that her husband is going to be gone til morning, forget the condoms a couple times when the need is too great, when they just can't wait it has to be now, it has to be fucking now.
Maybe they get lucky because the last time that happened (a hurried affair in the bathroom at a charity event of all places) a visit from her husband happened around the same time. So no one besides Raleigh is even a little suspicious even Mako announces that she's pregnant.
Pregnant.
Raleigh doesn't look at her for the rest of the night, sure that one look would give him away. He stands in the shadows, where he's supposed to while she and her husband entertain their dinner guests. Mako's pregnant. And he's hopeful that it's his child and sick with himself for wishing that. What's going to change if it is his child? Is she going to leave her husband now? Can she even leave?
Her husband has a red eye flight to Paris after the dinner. Leaving the two of them alone a little after midnight and isn't that where all the trouble started. Raleigh doesn't knock before slipping into her bedroom, closing the door behind him quietly.]
Is it mine?
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He wouldn't listen, of course, her husband -- he never listens, and the constant absences, the smothering inattention and the trappings of wealth made her feel suffocated. She likes the man well enough; under all that he's at least kind to her, and his wealth is needed to fund Pentecost Industries; they'd hit a rocky road these past few years, and Mako knew that her father would need the additional funding to keep Project JAEGER afloat to make it a viable business option. They were, and had always been a technology conglomerate that developed and manufactured advanced weapon and defense technologies, and Mako had been most unwilling to let it sink under its temporary setbacks.
Hence the marriage, entirely out of her free will -- her father had protested this, objected, but she knew what she had been doing, what she ought to do. And it worked. The high profile marriage had sent stock prices of Pentecost Industries skyrocketing.
But at what cost? Mako only understands the full weight of the cost now, when she falls in love with her bodyguard despite herself, when his constant company meant companionship, when she got to know him and found herself liking his quirks, his habits. And when he asked her to dance that night -- when his hands were warm on her waist, she'd known she was done for.
They toppled together, when she saw the heat in his eyes and felt the heady, intoxicating rush of desire in his kisses, when they fuck without a care and she'd never felt more alive; above, under, all around him. It was never quite like this with her husband, and they were desperate lovers, sharing a sweet, forbidden secret from the rest of the world.
He makes her feel her age, young and reckless and passionate, and that had translated into now, now, please, I need to have you -- and everything that such a reckless thing had entailed. Mako loved fucking him, adored all the times they made love everywhere, anywhere, he was so good and he was such a thorough, giving lover that she'd reciprocated in kind, teaching him, showing him what she liked, learning what he liked.
But then she gets pregnant.
She gets pregnant and she knows that it's Raleigh's, pretends that it's her husband's because it's only a stroke of luck that he'd returned a few days later. When she announces it at a gala dinner she's hosting in their palatial home, Mako doesn't look at the father of her child. She can't.
The dinner goes as planned, and when her husband kisses her before leaving for Paris, Mako eases from the evening dress into a lighter, more comfortable nightgown. She's seated at the ornate vanity, carefully removing her makeup; startled when she hears his voice.
...Raleigh.
Mako doesn't answer, for a moment. ]
Does it matter?
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And it matters because it's his child. It matters because he loves her, he's fallen for her, it's not just the sex or the adrenaline rush from sneaking around with their little secret. He loves her, he wants to be with her always, now wants to raise a family with her.
It's not easy, he knows that. When he took the job, he didn't know the politics and finances behind her marriage and her father's company but he does now. He gets it but is she happy here? Is she going to be happy lying to everyone for the rest of her life? Because that's what she's going to have to do. Lie about her child, to her child, if she won't leave.]
Of course it matters. Mako, is it?
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For the first time in her life, she doesn't know what to do. She hadn't expected to fall in love with him; it was supposed to be a one-off fling, an affair that she could end at anytime, but sometime between that and now she'd come to desire him more than ever -- she'd come to look forward to his presence, appreciate his kisses. And even when her husband had come home looking to get intimate, all she saw was Raleigh's face.
It's a wretched state of affairs -- she'd been unhappy even before he came along, but with his presence he's made it worse because of the things she'd allowed herself to think about, to want, with him. He'd given her a glimpse of what it would be like to be happy, to wake up in bed with someone beloved, cherished. He's her dirty little secret and she doesn't know what to do with it.
He knows her more than her husband does, she knows it when she catches his look in the mirror, knows he's seen right through her. ]
It's not going to change a thing, Raleigh. [ She says, just as stubborn, because to admit that the baby is his is to come to terms with the fact that she wants to be with him, more than anything in the world -- and that would put everything she's worked for in jeopardy. She doesn't look at him. ] I'm married.
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He knows it's a shitty situation. He knows that he can't even pretend like he could support her stably since his job is tied to her husband and if she leaves, then he's kind of immediately unemployed.
But what is he supposed to do? Stand there and say nothing for the next eighteen years? Where does that leave them and that's hilarious that she thinks he's that good of a liar.]
You've been married this entire time. And it's a baby, it changes pretty much everything.
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But the other option is terrifying; if she leaves all of this -- what is there for them both? He would most definitely be sacked, and Mako has more than enough savings for them to lead a comfortable life; but the divorce would be messy, it would be ugly. Her husband is not a forgiving man, and while Mako doesn't fear him, she doesn't appreciate the trouble it would bring.
On the other hand, it isn't fair to Raleigh, is it? He shouldn't have to stand in the shadows and endure this, forced to be quiet and invisible. Even then, such is their lot, right? Life is never fair -- there isn't a magic pill to make it all right again.
Mako turns to him after a moment, her gilded combs neatly set aside as she sighs. ]
...Raleigh. If word gets out, we will both be in trouble.
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One of them has to be practical though. He knows that she's thinking about the money, the backlash, the future of her father's company, the uncertainty of it because they would have to start completely over.]
I don't want to lie to the kid, to everyone for the rest of it's life. That's worse. It's not better.
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Raleigh looks at her the way her husband never did, his generosity, his kindness and his cheeky nature had charmed Mako endlessly, tipped her over the edge until she's painfully, wonderfully in love with him, and look, look what's happened. ]
What do you want to do, jeopardise both of us just so you can tell the truth? [ She rises from her seat, unhappy and conflicted. ] Do you want the child?
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Something has to change.
And the idea of turning his back on his child absolutely makes his skin crawl.]
Yeah. Yes. I want both of you. I can't keep sneaking around like this.
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He'd really moved heaven and hell for her; he's that kind of man who would do that, and with him, she knows, she could finally be happy. She takes a step closer towards him, her hand closing over the tie that he wears. They can't do this forever, she can't make him do it forever, because she knows what he looks like when he's reaching the end of his tether. But Mako is trapped, caught between a terrible decision, and either way she turns she will hurt far too many people. She wants Raleigh, too -- more than anyone else, she wants Raleigh. ]
I want to leave with you. I want that, more than anything. But I can't. Raleigh --
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[Because she just said that she wanted to. Stop overanalyzing it so much, Mako. You want something, then just do it, they'll figure it out. There are some things that are just worth the risk. Like being happy, like doing the right thing, like their child.]
Give me a reason why not.
[So he can refute it.]
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Still, she'd wanted to do something for him, something that would make him proud. Mako frowns up at him, knows that she probably shouldn't have said that she'd wanted to go, right? That was a mistake -- it didn't mean it was any less true, but it would be safer for Raleigh not to have known that. ]
Because he would kill us. [ She says squarely. ] He would kill you first, and make me watch.
[ And Mako has come to find that the thought of it is unbearable. ]
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So Raleigh's shaking his head at her, already dismissing that.]
I can protect us. And you know that.
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Mako sighs. ]
Let me think about it, Raleigh. [ She takes his hand, presses it over the slight, gentle swell of her belly. Their baby, she wants to tell him -- it would be so cruel to let him still be in the shadows and pretend that another man is their baby's father. ]
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How far are you?
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There's still so much to sort out, so many things to get in order, and she feels so oddly...selfish and rebellious at once. ]
Two months, two weeks. [ She murmurs. ] I imagine it was that time in the hotel washroom.
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But he doesn't regret it at all.]
That was a good time.
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But that had led them to this, and now there's a difficult choice for her to make. She leans up to press a kiss against his lips -- in for a penny, in for a pound, right. ]
He'll be away until next week. [ She exhales, and presses close. ] I need you with me tonight.
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You don't have to ask, you know that.
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I know. [ She says when she loosens his tie, and undoes the buttons of his shirt. She leans up, kisses his jaw before quietly murmuring. ] I just like hearing you say yes. I don't want to be lonely tonight.
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Raleigh cups her face with his hands, directing her in for a good and proper kiss. Remember this, Mako, it's something worth fighting for.]
Of course I'll stay.
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She slides the wedding ring from her finger and sets it to the side deliberately, leaning up to kiss him with a quiet desperation. She'll remember this, she'll remember this always. ]
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But with exhaustion comes clarity, and Mako is thoughtful, tracing circles over the muscles of his torso as she finally decides to break the silence. ]
...What do you plan to do, if I leave with you?
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Fuck.
Raleigh should feel guilty for sleeping with her in her bed that she's supposed to share with her husband but he really, really doesn't. She's his, she's carrying his baby.]
I haven't figured that out yet. Be with you and the baby.
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